It's doesn't matter!*

♪.......Do you hear me? Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean under the open sky
Oh my! Baby I'm trying
..... Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart you make it easier when life gets hurt

They don't know how long it takes waiting for a love like this....
I'll wait for you I promised you I will.....

...You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, youre all i see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now.....♪


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Tired....
Waiting...Waiting for... nothing in particular
But I believe that I always will be waiting for something special
It's the first time that I write in English... It's doesn't really matter it's just because I wanted to do it.. That's all!

I have so many dreams spining around my head.. my mind..... my heart... my soul... every piece of me shouting the same

I want to get away from it all! Right now! but I can't...In fact I can.. but I won't do it.

// I'm tired...//

My hear, my eyes, my voice, the way I see everything... my body... I don't know.. all seems different.. It's like you can find a >"new Maite"< under my skin

I need something new in my life... perhaps someone... It's hard to explain and I feel silly in many occasions...


I probably should go to bed.. because I look like a zombie.. or maybe a machine programated for write.. talk..
I need sleep more and rest.. be a real human being....
the University sometimes can really kill me............ but I'm a survivor!!